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Do you ever miss yourself?

Being true to oneself is a fundamental aspect of living a fulfilling life. However, it's not always easy to stay true to ourselves in a world that is constantly bombarding us with messages about how we should act, what we should believe, and who we should be. This pressure can be particularly challenging for those of us who are more sensitive, empathetic, or introverted, as we may feel overwhelmed by the expectations of others and find it difficult to assert our own needs and desires. When we are not true to ourselves, we may experience a range of negative emotions and behaviors. We may feel disconnected from our values and purpose, leading to a sense of emptiness or lack of direction. We may feel anxious, depressed, or irritable, as we struggle to reconcile our true selves with the expectations of others. We may also engage in behaviors that are not aligned with our values or beliefs, such as people-pleasing, perfectionism, or addiction, which can ultimately lead to self-sabotage ...
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I can never stop loving you :')

You know that i had already told you, but no matter what you do or what I do, some part of me will always be stuck on you. Because, I have no idea. Maybe because you're the first person I've truly unconditionally loved. Maybe because you're the only one who is able to put me under this much hurt. No matter the reason, I could never stop loving you.
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Friends > Lovers

We are Friends, not Lovers - There's always that one friend who everybody else thinks as some special. - There no such thing as friendzone exists between them because what they have is the friendship of utmost level and thus the comfort level. - Haha, I sometimes do feel irritated when everybody keeps asking me from when are we dating? The reality? We never have seen each other by those lovey-dovey eyes. - The secrets that we share, I trust you with them. You know about my crushes, my relationship and my exes. Well, you're the reason why I hate my ex more though. - My family knows that they can trust you. You're like their own child. And maybe that's the reason if they want any info about me, they contact only you. - Well, that's the special bond we share. No relationship, no love, no bullshit, just pure happiness and an unsaid commitment of staying together, support for the rest of the life. - I'll be there at your wedding. If you ...
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Modern Breakups

Modern Heartbreaks is something, "Read at 7.16 Pm" when it's 7.50 pm. It's unliked photos, its blocking and unblocking and blocking  and unblocking. Modern Heartbreak is sick with being watched, it's breakups playing on Instagram feeds , its unfollowed unfollowed unfollowed, its a broken Jaw, it's screenshotted photos that shouldn't have been saved, it's screenshotted texts meant for one person only. It's seeing your ex lover with their new one, watching their lives playing out like yours didn't, it's phone's thrown into bedroom walls when their profile changes from single to in a relationship. It's snapchat stories to make that one person jealous because it feels like without them you're nothing , it's that one story expiring before they see it because they don't give a fuck about you now and you know it, it's deleting their contact info but wanting it tattooed on the back of your hand in case you ever want to call...
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was that so easy?

Why it is so easy for you to walk away? What happened to all of our memories? All the bad times, all the good times? You promised me that you will never leave me. How could you just suddenly decide on your own that you didn't want me anymore, and just replace me like that? How come it doesn't hurt you , like how its hurting me? You have no idea how painful it is :`) We promised that we were going to best friends no matter what happens:`) It's almost a year, you replaced me so easily :`( I thought I won't be ever replaced (: It really sucks to know that i haven't crossed your mind in this whole year . I see thing's that remind me of our little jokes and it makes me wonder if you do the same :') You probably don't miss me, because you have found new & best friends . But i have just sat there and cried realizing that i have pretty lost my best friend :') IMISSYOU :')
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So , let me get this straight . You like her , but you re not sure if you want to be with her , but you like her enough to have sex with her , but you re not sure if you want to be more than just friends , but you want her to think of you as her boyfriend , but you enjoy being single, but you don't want anyone else to get at her, but you can flirt with other girls, but you get jealous when other guys talk to her , but you don't want to talk to her all the time, but you want her to pay attention to you only, but you think it's annoying when she text you or call you again and again, but you don't like when she talks to other guys, but you don't want her to act like she's your girl, but you don't want to be in a realtionship , but you just wanna have fun right now, but you want to be loved by her, but you are not ready to commit to her only?
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Ex-BestFriend I Miss You :')

Hey. How are you? I feel like this is when I should tell you how much I miss you, but a part of me knows you probably don’t care. If you did, we’d probably still be friends…right? But I still hope you think of me on occasion and miss me too. You were the one person I was supposed to be able to count on for anything. You used to be a phone call away—but suddenly you stopped answering. We were supposed to be friends forever—but the next thing I knew, we were growing further and further apart. But I guess that’s life. Nothing is constant and no one owes you anything. And even though we’re not friends anymore, I still want to thank you. Thank you for being my best friend—and dealing with everything that comes with that. Thank you for being honest and genuinely caring about me. Thanks for never sharing those embarrassing pictures you took of me. And thank you, thank you, thank you for being the best friend I needed during that part of my life. And even though we are no longer friends, I j...
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