Every Teen Storie

I guess I shouldn’t call you that anymore, since we are no longer best friends. I’ve been waiting for days for your message, the one that would decide my fate. I thought I had prepared myself to lose you, but it hurt all the same. I just want you to know, best friend, that I still love you. I want you to be happy, and if for that to happen I need to not be in your life then okay. I’m going to miss you best friend. I’m not really necessarily sure why you believe it’ll be easier for me to recover without you, you kept me going for so long, you were one of the people I lived for. I guess you can’t be that now either, that would just be strange. I’m gonna miss seeing your chat bubble on my phone screen everyday.  I miss you. I miss texting you about every single stupid thing that happens in my life. I miss the way people would ask me where you were when you weren’t with me because it was a known fact that we were a packaged deal. I miss laughing with you and all of...

You know those people who you considered “friends” because you’ve known them for a long time, or through good times, or you’ve given them some great advices and been there for them through thick and thin? Well they’re not actually “friends” if they’re not there when you need a shoulder to cry on, an ear to listen to your problems. I know they’re no therapists or anything of sort, but you know, friends? They just disappear. Because they have their own lives to live. And often their excuses would be, “I’ve been busy”, “I don’t know what to say”, “it’ll be okay”, “I’m sorry”. I guess what the world is trying to say is.. You really don’t need anyone to get better. You’ll fight your own battles on your own, whether you like it or not. Whether you feel like you can do it or not. You’re all alone in this and whatever people say to you, they’re ju...

So I had this person in my life, and she meant a lot to me, she still does, and this is to her, she will probably never see this, and I probably will never tell her any of this, I don't really even have a way to anymore, but I just, I need to put it somewhere. :') WARNING LOTS OF RAMBLING BELOW, ITS ALSO TO ONE PERSON BUT YOU CAN READ IF YOU WANT IDK I JUST WANTED TO SAY THIS STUFF TO HER BUT I CANT SO YEAH :') I should start this off by saying, you ruined my life. I mean, not really, but you messed it up pretty badly. you hurt my feelings a lot. I don't even think you knew you were doing it, but you did. I still miss you, it's been more then 1month n ow and I still miss you so much. you probably don't think of me anymore do you? i hope you are happier now, you deserve it. you were so broken, you didn't deserve any of it. you were a wonderful person, I'm sure you still are. I'm sorry I was such a bitch. I mean, I complained about you doing somethin...

I don’t think you really care of how much I cried over you. I have been in the worst situation right now and then you tell me that you don’t want to be friends anymore? I haven’t deleted any of our pictures. I feel empty without you, and the worst part is, you seem like you don’t even care. People say we will be best friends again, and honestly I don’t think that’s going to happen. I have tried talking to you, to apologize even when I don’t need to, and I get no reply. Just seriously text me, or something. I hate fighting, especially with you, and you know it.You destroyed my friendship with another person, and that is just bringing other people into our fight. If you keep taking people away from me that makes you a bitch. I hate how you have changed. You were never like this until you met your new “best friend” and the thing that kills me the most is that you know it upsets me, but you still continue to do it. I have ALWAYS been the...