Dear Bestfriend,

I wish that I could explain to you how much you mean to me. I was completely  a different person before we met. I was quiet, shy, never fully trusting another person. You’ve shown me that it’s OK to be who I am, and that the people who really love me won’t think any less of me for it. :')I wish I could tell you how much I love you. But there just aren’t words, are there? The friendship we have is the kind that only comes along once in a lifetime. The kind where we can know what the other thinks and feels without saying a word. You mean everything to me :') </3I wish you nothing but the best in your new life. It breaks my heart knowing that I won’t see you every day. I genuinely hope that you find all the happiness you deserve.But I’m scared. I know it’s selfish, but I need you. And I need you to need me. :") But it hurts me so much that you don’t even bother to check if I’m okay.I know that you aren’t the type of person to do that, but we’ve been friends for half of our lives yet your pride overtakes anything.It hurts me that you don’t even care unless it’s about you, or what you like.It hurts me that you don’t seem to treasure our friendship as much as I do.It hurts that I have to feel this way about you and I can’t even tell you :')It hurts me that we’re growing up and I can’t even open up to you about my life anymore. :( Best friend, when  will you check on me?On the days I feel the lowest, you aren’t present to make me feel okay, or check on me at least.That way I know that you care.. But you don’t. Do I even matter to you or is everything just about you? </3 :')ILOVEYOUBESTFRIEND :') 

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