Fucking Middle People :')

I never thought I’d be crying this hard because of you again. I’m really hurt. Disappointed. Crushed.
You chose your friendship with him over me. You chose him over me. Your happiness with him is what you value more than what we have. And that hurts a lot! You’d rather spend time with him than me. You’re happier with him around. And you intend to keep that no matter how jealous or mad I get in the future. :') 💔
And I’m just being honest, I really can’t 100% trust you especially with him around. You’ll just gonna kill me with jealousy and insecurity every time you’re together. And I’ll never be okay with that.
Because of him, there would never be a chance for us to be together. You don’t wanna be with me when I can’t 100% trust you. And since I don’t trust you that much, you decided you really can’t be with me. :')
It hurts that this is how things end between us. Because of him. Because you chose him over me. Because being friends with him is what matters more to you. Because I’m jealous of him. Because I can’t trust you with him.
After all the countless tries and wanting to work things out between us, you still end up choosing someone else’s company over me. It hurts like hell that you never appreciated any of the things I did to try to make this work. They all don’t make any sense now that you’ve decided not to be with me anyway :')
it makes me think that you’re just making another excuse not to be with me. And you try to hurt and provoke me so I’d get mad and finally you’d have a reason to get mad at me and leave. So you finally able to do everything you want with whoever you wanna spend time with. Idk. That’s how it seems.
Anyway, I know you’d be fine. I know you’d be happier without me now and enjoy being with everyone else. No more drama in your life.
I don’t wanna be friends with you. I want more than that. You know that so well! And you can’t give me that. So it’s best if we leave each other alone for good than keep my hopes up again and misinterpret those signals again. I need to move on and forget about this feelings I have for you. You’ll never be all mine… :') 💔

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