Best friend, i miss you :')

I guess I shouldn’t call you that anymore, since we are no longer best friends. I’ve been waiting for days for your message, the one that would decide my fate. I thought I had prepared myself to lose you, but it hurt all the same. I just want you to know, best friend, that I still love you. I want you to be happy, and if for that to happen I need to not be in your life then okay. I’m going to miss you best friend. I’m not really necessarily sure why you believe it’ll be easier for me to recover without you, you kept me going for so long, you were one of the people I lived for. I guess you can’t be that now either, that would just be strange. I’m gonna miss seeing your chat bubble on my phone screen everyday. 

I miss you. I miss texting you about every single stupid thing that happens in my life. I miss the way people would ask me where you were when you weren’t with me because it was a known fact that we were a packaged deal. I miss laughing with you and all of our inside jokes. I miss sending you ugly Snap-chats. I miss looking over at you and knowing exactly what you are thinking.I miss knowing that at the end of the day I had you, no matter how bad the situation might be, I knew you would be there. I miss my person, my other half and my best friend. I am scared that from here on out, you will not be a part of my life.I’m gonna miss having someone that cares. I hope you have an amazing life, and I mean that with all sincerity. I love you so so much best friend. I only wish that I could continue calling you best friend, but now I suppose you would rather me call you stranger. I’m going to miss you more than you could ever imagine. :'')

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